The Hospital rang. There's a bed for me. I'm to be there before 4pm so I'll be going in shortly. I'm not ashamed to admit I'm scared. Not just of the operation but the aftermath. It's going to be a long hard slog and I just hope I'm up to it. Please keep me in your thoughts and those of you who pray, say a prayer for me. I'm not a religious man but I won't turn down help from any quarter.